Stressful month

I am soo stressed out. Its been a long month for me. Many things have happened. First, I became manager and that stress within its self. Then, I was in a car accident. I have been worrying about my divorce. The money at work is off its been terrible. I am so looking forward to my birthday present. Going away is what I need. I also need a massage. I need time in the hot tub . Well I needed to get this off my chest. I feel so much better now.

Weekend plans

Randy and I are going away this weekend. We are going away for my birthday. I am not sure where yet. I think Randy is going to figure it out. I almost think its a surprise. He claims he has not made reservations, but who doesn't make reservations for the weekend before Thursday? I have a feeling its going to be great! Since Randy and I have been engaged its been tough finding time to spend together. We are tough though and we get through it with no problems. I am kind of off tomorrow, hopefully we will catch up then.

Engaged!!!

I have never been this happy in my whole life!! I had a pretty long 12 hour day at work. I was talking to Randy on the way home complaining about everything. I did not want to go home, I did not want to sit around at home like we usually do. When I came inside he tried to kiss me. I told him to hold on cause I needed to put some stuff in the kitchen. When I sat down in the front room I seen one of my favorite roses. I like those multi-colored ones. It had a ring tied to it. I looked at Randy and I said "no" and he said yes. I started to cry and Randy told me to stop or he would to. He helped me untie it and got on one knee. I then distracted him with a kiss. I guess we kind of mentally talked to each other because to me it seemed like the question was asked even though it wasn't. After stopped hugging and kissing him, I looked at him and said you have not asked me yet. He said "will you"? I said let me think about it. Yes!! I said yes after that. I was soo happy. I still cant believe it.

Scared of the Dark

It was a long night for Randy and I. My daughter has recently became scared of the dark. We took her all around the house to show her that there are no monsters. She still would not go to bed in her bed. So Randy and I decided in order for us to have some alone time, we should let her fall asleep in between us, then we would put her in her bed. Bad Plan!! I ended up falling asleep. I guess its to be expected when your cuddling with your two favorite people. Randy woke up though and put her back to bed. By the time that happened we were tired and really not in the mood for romance. See, having a child can be stressful at times. You definitely put your need and wants last and do whats best for the child. I have tons of time for romance with Randy. I only have one chance to be a good mommy. I mean Randy and I are going to spend our whole lives together. Hopefully my daughter will be out of our bed by 16!! (just a joke)

Busy with no real break

This week has been soo busy and I have had no real break. Monday I had to go into work early for one of my staff. Then I came back in at 3 and did not leave til midnight. The whole time I was there I cleaned up vomit. Tuesday, I had to go shopping for my clients. I had some of the day off. I did spend most of the day on the phone. I did get a chance to go to Sears. I bought Randy his present for his birthday early. I couldn't wait so I gave it to him. Wednesday, the sick client had to go to the doctors so I had to go in early to take her there. I also was in a minor accident that was my fault. I tapped the persons bumper in front of me. You would have thought I totaled her car. Today I have to take my other client to the doctors.Hopefully I will be home at a decent time and take the rest of the day off. We will see I guess. Overworked and under appreciated. I don't have the weekend off I am working 12 hour shifts.

I cant wait til Randy gets home. I really want to cuddle with him.It was like we went to sleep last night for five minutes then he was back up again and gone. I don't feel we really have spent much time together.I know, we will. We always do.

Tina got her own savings account this week. I really think its important especially this day and age to save money. I seen on the news where Americans are not saving hardly any money. I want her to know that saving is very important.I think that showing her this early will keep her out of debt when she is older. She was soo excited. She picked a prize out of the treasure chest and got her own bank book. I am soo proud of my little girl. She is on the right track and I know its Randy and I who are putting her there. I would say her father but he is never there. That makes me very upset to. He reminds me of my father. In and out whenever he so chooses. I hope he does not hurt her. I cant help her avoid it everyone has to learn things on their own. I am her mommy and I will be there to pick up the pieces I always am.

Been Busy

have been very busy these days. Working, spending time with my family and cleaning the house when I get a chance. Nothing really new I guess. I have been trying to get my car fixed this week. Its not done yet. Hopefully by today it will be.

Christina has been being her smart self as usual. I know I am her mom and I am biast but I think she is the smartest kid in Marion. She knows so much. I have never heard a five year old use such big words. I think I did a great job with her. I hate to brag but I don't think anyone can parent as good as I do.( exception, Randy) My child is very well behaved and no violence was involved in getting her that way. I have been more than her parent I have been her teacher. I think that's what parents are "teachers". I think Christina is going to go far in life because she has the best two parents. Randy and I.

Speaking of Randy, he is doing great. Everyday I fall more and more in love with him. We recently bought a digital camera together. It felt nice to be a couple picking out an item that will belong to both of us. I cant wait til he asks me to marry him. I don't know if he realizes this or not but I don't care what the ring looks like or how he does it. The only thing I care about is being with him. I cant wait to spend the rest of my life with him. He is one of a kind. I really am lucky. We have this great relationship that nobody can even touch. I don't know anyone who is as happy as we are. We don't even fight. I mean I have been upset with him, but the whole time I am upset I am close to him explaining how I feel. He gets it. He gets me. I mean voices have never raised. We talk to each other and spend the time to understand each other. I don't know anyone that does that. Randy told me that he doesn't either. Like I said I am lucky. Well I am off to clean I will update this later

Burned out!!

I am burned out!! I am tired of working!! I need a break. I have worked everyday this week. ( 7 days straight)

I have not had a free day yet. Tomorrow should be my free day. I cant wait. I am soo tired and one of my clients almost fell on me last night and I had to hold her wieght and she wieghs like 200+ I am really hurting today. I only have to work 3 hours tonight.