Looking for a house

Its three, Randy is working overtime this morning. My hand somehow got under his head so he woke me up when he got up. Plus, I don't think my digestive system is working. I cant sleep.

We seen lots of houses yesterday. We really liked one in Fair park. I am not sure if that's the one but it was really nice. Well I am not very talkative nor can I spell so I am cutting this way short.

No support from my doctor

I just got out of the hospital last night. I am so sick of all of this I wish my HG would end. I am tired of puking. Worst of all, I have no support from my ob. At first I tried to overlook them. But they act like I do this purposely. I mean if I could eat I would. I dream about food. I am thinking about changing obs. I should have went to a high risk ob to begin with. I have a high risk condition that needs medical attention. My doctor acts like I have magic pills that cure it. They help with the symptoms but they don't completely stop the nausea or vomiting. I love my baby and for anyone to even suggest I would put it in danger just pisses me off. I have a child already, I had HG with her. I survived it and I had to have ivs all the time. That's how I did it. I wish someone would understand how hard this is. I cant believe my own doctor isn't on my side. I am glad I have Randy without him I don't know what I would do. I know he is scared most of the time, but he is always strong for me. Only five more weeks to go I can do it. Screw my ob if I feel like my child is in danger or I am I am going to ER. My insurance pays for it. I cant believe they told me not to go for dehydration anymore. Keystones can hurt the baby.

24 weeks

Update! I had a doctors appointment today and everything is good. Ava's heart is strong and she is growing.

I will be remarried in 30 days!!/ nobody told me I was looking too skinny

Randy and I will be married in about 30 days or so. This will take place right after my divorce. We will have a big party later. Hopefully Hocking hills where we want to get married.I know people say I am moving too quickly, but you when find the one you have to grab it. I wasted so much time with Jeff. I wasnt really happy. I am so happy now! I have never been this happy. I know he is the one for me. He is funny,extermly intelligent, very good looking, and when he loves you , you know it. I never have to guess. I know he loves me. I can trust him. I could never trust Jeff, he lied more times than anyone can count. I mean he still lies to me. Everything has been said and done and he still feels the need to lie. Its hard to know what to believe. With Randy theres an openess. I know that everything he says is the truth. I dont know I guess you have to know Randy well to know what I mean. I really do love him. Christina loves him. Thats all I need to never know. I will let everyone know when this happens. Its just going to be at the court house to start with, but we hope to have a big one and invite everyone. Everyone that is Randys friend too. Including Rich and his family. Any friend of Randys is a friend of mine bottom line. I dont care about the past I am looking toward my future.

Ok , on a different sub. Randy took Tina and I to Panera yesterday. It was really good. I had to take Tina to the bathroom. There was a mirror in there, it was almost full lengh. I look terrrible! Why hasnt anyone told me I look skinny, very skinny! No wonder Randys friend from work asked if I was pregnant. Then said that I dont look it. I am in fact pregnant! If you need to see the pee stick I will be glad to take a pic and post it. I mean you people have seen the ultrasounds. I am skinny though and my belly is flater than it should be. It just means my baby will be small like Tina. I am not a big person to begain with. I was always small in high school. I did gain a little after Jeff joined the Army.Well anyway, if you see me in public dont make a big deal out of my wight I almost cry everytime I read the scale. I mean I can wear a two piece bathing suit right now. Just say hi and dont look at my tummy! I would defintly appricaite it.

Not dehydrated enough

I went to er I guess I wasn't dehydrated enough for them to keep me. I guess i have to be dieing. So far I have kept down oatmeal. I don't think it will stay down for long though.

12 weeks, I ate!!

Yesterday I finally kept something down. It was salad. I did however throw up once even though I took my meds on time. In fact I threw up my meds. I really wanted banana nut bread and I threw that up too. Just goes to prove that HG will happen when it wants it. It owns me and my life right now. Randy got his first kiss in about a week. I love him but I cant stand his smell at times still. I did the same thing with Jeff when I was pregnant with Tina. Its a weird pregnancy thing I guess. I am now twelve weeks I have 8 more to go of HG and that's basing it on Tina. We will probably be moving soon. Randy really hates renting and he in in the process of getting a house loan.

How your baby's growing: Your baby's hit the 2-inch mark (about the size of a lime) and weighs half an ounce. Her face is beginning to look more human. Her eyes, which started out on the sides of her head, have moved closer together on her face, and her ears are near their final positions on the sides of her head. Your baby's intestines, which have grown so rapidly that they protrude into the umbilical cord, will start to move into her abdominal cavity about now. Her kidneys are secreting urine into her bladder. Her nerve cells have been multiplying rapidly, and synapses (neurological pathways in the brain) are forming. Your baby may have acquired more reflexes by now, including sucking, and she'll even squirm if you prod your abdomen, though you still won't be able to feel her movement for several weeks.

www.babycenter.com

Finally they listened to me

I finally got them to listen to me on Sunday. I just got out of the hospital today. What really makes me upset about going is everyone thinks they know more about this than me. Hello I have done this once before. HG is a disorder there is nothing to stop it.

Failure Friday

I am feeling really crappy I cant keep down water. Looks like its back to the hospital. Time for my weekly visit.