I had a very horrible day. It all started in bed at 6 am in the morning. Once again as usual my husband did not seen interested in sex. All I wanted was to be touched and showed some type of affection after a long week. He just complained of his nose and let me touch him. I get the feeling sometimes that this relationship is not 50/50 in the bedroom. He seems to miss the mark when it comes to knowing what I need. Every time I have tried to bring it up he gets upset so I avoid it now. I am not sure what to do with that situation.
Then, I had to watch my niece. She and my son decided naps were not on the schedule for them. I was cranky and so was my middle child Ava. She did not want to clean her room and wanted to argue about every fucking thing. I just wanted to put her in the car and drop her off at Grandmas! By the time I took my niece home the day was ruined. Everyone was cranky and my husband would barely speak to me.
It does not end there. We went to the store and looked at paint colors and then went to get some food from Aldis. When we got home my computer was broken. My lap top screen was shattered. I was in tears and I wanted to yell but I kept it in and tole my older daughter it was an accident. 74 dollars is the cost of replacement and I need it next week!
After all the dumb shit happened, I decided to eat and then exercise. I feel better now sitting her typing about how fucked up my day is. I however, am worried what is next for my crazy ass evening. I am not sure I want to spend anytime with my husband, to tell you the truth I have been a little disappointed in our relationship and how things are going. I am not sure what happened since we went on a date. Maybe it's my pmdd talking. I hope so.
On a different note, I am back on the weight loss train. You know my diet that I hope to stick to. I know you have heard it before. This time I plan to stick with it. I feel ugly and unattractive. Not to mention I need something to do besides school for me.
Well I am going to attempt to turn this fucking frown upside down. I am not guaranteeing anything!
Raising Two Girls and a Boy
Sunday, January 20, 2013
Saturday, January 19, 2013
What is in your purse?
I am sure this type of blog has been done over and over. I however am wanting to add my two cents and make some recomendations of what I hope to start keep in my purse.
I have never been a purse carrier. I am one of those moms that are never prepared. I hope to change that and be more prepared.
Items I think every mom needs in her purse,
1. Wet Wipes. You never know when there is going to be sticky hands, or you are going to get out in public and your child suddenly has a nasty face.
2. Tissues and Napkins- Countless times I have been to a fast food restaurant and they have not given me any napkins. Wet wipes are good for cleaning the child, but a napkin absorbs spills and is a good thing to keep around. Tissues are for older kids who can blow their own nose.
3. Snacks- Raisins, granola bars and any other snack that will keep. This is for the times when my kids are suddenly hungry in the middle of me shopping.
4. Travel sun screen- This is a must. As moms we forget. Admit it, you have too. Who wants to come home early in fear of a sunburn?
5. First Aid kit- I do not know how many times my child has been playing softball and needed a band aid. I am the mother who never has one.
6. Pain relievers for adults- Yes we get headaches too!
7. Lip balm
8. small toys or a few small board books. How many times have I been waiting for 20 minutes at the doctors and wish I had one of these for my toddler? Many more than I want to admit.
9. Extra change of clothes in car- Keep an extra change of clothing in your car in case of emergencies. I was once having adult conversations at an LLL meeting and had to go home early because of an accident.
10. Bug spray- small thing of bug spray is a must! This is will come in handy for those last minute hiking trips
11. Travel deodorant and body spray- My daughter is a preteen, enough said!
12. Gum- A good thing to have for bad breath.
13. Disinfecting wipes- To wipe down carts or if your child comes in contact with something really nasty.
14. Hand sanitizer- I am not big on this but a small bottle could not hurt.
15- Stain remover- Who has ever been out and their child has gotten something on their clothes? I have had this happen to me a bunch.
16. Crayons and small pieces of paper- You know those small tablets? Well those would be perfect to bust boredom.
17. Hair ties and small brush- I have girls and they always seem to mess up their hair before we get to the store. I touch up would work wonders!
18. Eye glass repair kit- My kids are rough on their glasses.
19. Cell phone- This is a no brainer.
20. Anti inch cream
21. small lotion
23. Pen
24. Notepad
Feel free to let me know if I forgot something.
I have never been a purse carrier. I am one of those moms that are never prepared. I hope to change that and be more prepared.
Items I think every mom needs in her purse,
1. Wet Wipes. You never know when there is going to be sticky hands, or you are going to get out in public and your child suddenly has a nasty face.
2. Tissues and Napkins- Countless times I have been to a fast food restaurant and they have not given me any napkins. Wet wipes are good for cleaning the child, but a napkin absorbs spills and is a good thing to keep around. Tissues are for older kids who can blow their own nose.
3. Snacks- Raisins, granola bars and any other snack that will keep. This is for the times when my kids are suddenly hungry in the middle of me shopping.
4. Travel sun screen- This is a must. As moms we forget. Admit it, you have too. Who wants to come home early in fear of a sunburn?
5. First Aid kit- I do not know how many times my child has been playing softball and needed a band aid. I am the mother who never has one.
6. Pain relievers for adults- Yes we get headaches too!
7. Lip balm
8. small toys or a few small board books. How many times have I been waiting for 20 minutes at the doctors and wish I had one of these for my toddler? Many more than I want to admit.
9. Extra change of clothes in car- Keep an extra change of clothing in your car in case of emergencies. I was once having adult conversations at an LLL meeting and had to go home early because of an accident.
10. Bug spray- small thing of bug spray is a must! This is will come in handy for those last minute hiking trips
11. Travel deodorant and body spray- My daughter is a preteen, enough said!
12. Gum- A good thing to have for bad breath.
13. Disinfecting wipes- To wipe down carts or if your child comes in contact with something really nasty.
14. Hand sanitizer- I am not big on this but a small bottle could not hurt.
15- Stain remover- Who has ever been out and their child has gotten something on their clothes? I have had this happen to me a bunch.
16. Crayons and small pieces of paper- You know those small tablets? Well those would be perfect to bust boredom.
17. Hair ties and small brush- I have girls and they always seem to mess up their hair before we get to the store. I touch up would work wonders!
18. Eye glass repair kit- My kids are rough on their glasses.
19. Cell phone- This is a no brainer.
20. Anti inch cream
21. small lotion
23. Pen
24. Notepad
Feel free to let me know if I forgot something.
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
If I could only make a New Years Resolution my ex....
If I could make a New Years resolution for my ex it would include three things. First for him to keep his promises. Second to pay his fucking child support. Third to actually spend time with the child he made . Like he does his little sluts children. If only....
October this year my ex stopped paying his child support. As usual he has not tried to let me know a thing and has promised my kid shit and has not followed through. Who the fuck does that? Promises a child gifts and does not follow through? No birthday gift, and no presents at Christmas AT ALL!
This is what he does instead of having a job...... This is clearly more important than seeing or even supporting his daughter!
I hope he gets fair enough behind so that they put his ass in jail. People that do not see, communicate or give any time to their child should be in jail. That's the only place scum like him deserve to be. Get a job fucker and stop sword fighting! Be an adult and take care of your responsibilities!
October this year my ex stopped paying his child support. As usual he has not tried to let me know a thing and has promised my kid shit and has not followed through. Who the fuck does that? Promises a child gifts and does not follow through? No birthday gift, and no presents at Christmas AT ALL!
This is what he does instead of having a job...... This is clearly more important than seeing or even supporting his daughter!
I hope he gets fair enough behind so that they put his ass in jail. People that do not see, communicate or give any time to their child should be in jail. That's the only place scum like him deserve to be. Get a job fucker and stop sword fighting! Be an adult and take care of your responsibilities!
This is what her step father does to take care of her.
He helps her with homework, reads to her, and is there everyday. Sure he
has hobbies like her bio dad but he always pays for her and is there
for her at the same time. He even coached her tee-ball team to spend
more time with her. If he did not have a job, he would not be sword
fighting, he would be looking for one. That's what a father does. My
daughter and I are very lucky to have him!
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